Life Update + Where I've Been On YouTube

Hey loves and welcome back to my blog!

Today's post I just kind of wanted to give you all a life update and tell you all where I've been and why I haven't uploaded lately on YouTube.

So if you've been wondering where I've been on YouTube and why I haven't uploaded well, this is why. Lately, honestly, I've just felt like I'm not enough for YouTube or so I put in my head. I just got into this really bad funk and it was honestly terrible. I kept feeling like nobody would watch my content, nobody would care, nothing. It's a crappy feeling and I honestly hate feeling that way. So anyway, I started learning to love myself again and realize that people will either love or hate me all that honestly matters is that I have self-love. So, I started filming again today and editing.

My first video, I spent 1-hour editing all to lose the footage when I went to export it. THANKS, iMovie. Then, the second I am currently trying to upload to my laptop to upload a little easier and so I'll have a backup if I lose that copy. So anyway, that's where I've been but I'm back now and realize that I have to embrace who I am and stop letting anxiety and that little voice in the back of my head get to me all the time. It's time to stand up to it and chase my dreams because if I listen to it forever, I'll never truly be happy nor where I want to be in life. So anyways, I'm currently working on uploading it to my laptop then I'll be uploading to YOUTUBE!!!

The video is really personal and a heart to heart and I will be sharing on my blog too so I'm super excited for you all to watch it and hope you all enjoy it. <3

THANK YOU FOR ALL OF YOUR LOVE AND SUPPORT!! XOXOXO -DAWN